. You will live forever in our memories and hearts.
Mommy, why did you abandon me and leave me with daddy? Why didn't you love me and take care of me? Why did you let this happen to me?
On November 4th, 2007, little london was at my boyfriend's mother's house. London woke up from her little nap, and i looked down at her and she smiled. =D A few hours later i was playing with her. London started laughing, it was just too cute!! At 2 months old, she had the personality of a 16 year old. She was soo bubbly and adorable.
This picture that i am attaching was shortly before london woke up that day.
I always thought when it came,I'd be ready for the end. By that time death would appear a new friend, But what If I still wanna yet learn and grow?What if I still have gifts to give and yet not ready to go? What if I am to young still,Not ready to go. What if im not old enough to die? What if I want to experience life before I say goodbye? You were way too young,You were taken too soon,Your time had just begun ,your life set at noon.Wherever you have gone,nearby or far-away.. Please, remember a big part of your mother had died that day!!
~~I wrote this poem for my newphew who passed away as a stillborn~~I revised it for jessica and london who will be in my prayers and thoughts.Stay Strong and remember everyone is here for you!!!
Jess im am so sorry that things had to work out this way ..but you know she will always be in our hearts ..just remember we all love you and you will make it out of this hard time ok hun